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[17 Apr 2009|12:43pm]
There is a reason I sleep so much. My dreams are fabulous. Had another one in which Mandy and I were BFFs (no, no seducing her, sheesh., Girls can just be friends). I was hanging out at her and Ryans house. She was just being all housewife-like. Cleaning up and making dinner and stuff, and we were just talking and catching up like old friends. I even suggested she worked with Taylor and she said "I could totally see that happening" and then I said she should work with sara and she was all "Never heard of her" and I was like GASP! and started to sing 'love song' and she was all "oh yeah, Ive heard of her." and I said her and rachael and sara all need to work together and she was like "I'll look into it". It was fabulous. If only my real life ruled 1/100 as much :/

"been talking to god, not sure if its helping or not. but surely something has got to got to give cause i cant keep waiting to live"
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[19 Nov 2008|01:01am]
sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeet. my brothers car is getting repossesed and who gets the hit? Me. Hot. I love having bad credit. Oh well, less to worry about now that the inevitable has passed.
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[13 Nov 2008|05:07pm]
I dont want to tell my story of my sister and I in st louis. It was fun but Im just being lazy. So Ill just share pictures

me at the brewery

janie, enjoying a complimentary budweiser beverage. when she was finished, she shoved the glass up her sleeve, much to my delight.- sommers commentary. and my eyes look awesome

The arch. Its just a cool picture

we dont look related...at ALL. Us in the elevator to the stop of the arch. This thing was the size of like.... the backseat of a small car...with five seats in it...

help, Im in a nutsell.... Told you it was small!

Her back is against one wall, her foot against the other...

a twisted blueberry shot. it was half vanilla vodka, half blueberry vodka and all delicious

the tommy gun full of tequila.

now THAT is a party animal
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[09 Nov 2008|01:56pm]
Hotel Cafe Tour! I have to admit, I was a little wary when I heard that it was a mixed tour and not just like two people opening for Rachael, but...that all was changed right quick once the show started. It was awesome. They each got on stage for 2 songs at a time and everyone came out at least twice. So, I mean, Rachael only got to sing 5 songs (she closed the show) but...still. Nothing like seeing six kick ass girls rocking on stage.

This makes it easy on me to remember what order they came on. And, yes, that is all of their signatures, too. Tiff and I are ultimate fans, we get our shit done.

Alice Russell was pretty much awesome. If I had just heard her music and not seen her perform, I would have thought she was like....Aretha Franklin. She had SO much soul in her voice, she could wail on it like no one's business. Of course I told her that when I met her and she laughed. Story about her black eye. Apparently the guitarist Jason had her over his shoulder and was spinning her and somehow dropped her on her face. Ha, its alright she was tough and Jason got his in the end. (note the bandage on his pinky. more about that later)

Next up was Jaymay. She was pretty good. Some of her lyrics were annoyingly rhyming, but thats alright. Her song "tragedy" pretty much kicked ass. And, hello, she looks like a young Cate Blanchett. Dont believe me? Google pictures of the both of them and tell me I am wrong! She was totally sweet and thanked us for coming and enjoying the show. Hey, what can I say? I dig chicks with guitars who are pissed off and that is EXACTLY what this entire show consisted of.

Meiko was up next and might I just tell you what a hard on I had for that girl? She was adorable on stage. Her body language and just the way she performed was so...well it said a lot and I adored it. And her hands? Sexy. Her eyeshadow was awesome, haha, and matched her bra. I really liked a lot of her stuff, too. But after the show she just seemed like she didnt want to be there, she seemed annoyed, and kind of stuck up. All that aside, yes, I would still do naughty things to her. :]

Kate Havnevik was the weirdest of the group. Alot of her mannerisms and how she moved her mouth reminded me of Tori Amos, which is funny because after the show whilst schmoozing her, she said that one time Tori had kicked a guy out of her show for talking through it and she wished she could have done that last night. (the crowd was SO fucking loud all night. We were right by the stage, like 2 feet from the performers, literally, and could hear them talking over the music). She said she didnt want to say anything though because she wasnt sure how the crowd would react. I was like "You should have said something and I would have dragged them out myself" and she laughed and said next time she would remember that. I told her if she just wanted me to come along with her and kick people out for her, I would be more than happy to, haha. She was really sweet, even if her stuff tripped me out. It was definitely different, thats for sure. She reminded me of a delightful mix of Tori and Regina Spektor and she smelled awesome. Dont ask me why I look scared out of my mind in my picture with her. She was really friendly.

Thao Nguyen is my rocker chick hero. She was bouncing around and head banging and just getting so into her music that it made my head spin. She was funny as hell, too. When she came out the second time, she was after Rachael and she was all "What did Rachael say we do on the bus??" (she had said they have pillow fights and do other stuff....after calling them all feisty pieces of ass, haha) and Thao was all "Did she say we tickle each other and stuff?" then laughed and was all "Thank you all for coming. After the show were going to mingle and stuff and give each other hickies". She was awesome. She was most adorable when I told her if I was a rockstar, Id be just like her, haha. She was all "if I was a rockstar, Id be someone else". She was so sweet. Definitely has a lot of talent.

As much as I adored the other girls, I was so freaking happy to see Rachy finally take the stage. She started out with Be Be your love then moved to Faster. Before she played Faster, she dropped her pick and decided to play with just her fingers. We came to find out later she had been putting her picks in her bra because she didnt have any pockets. Hotness, haha. When she came out the second time, she went into Elephants then moved into Sunday Afternoon where she totally rocked it of course. After that, Thao came on for the second time then Rachy came back to close the show with The Reason Why. All in all it was pretty incredible. Even if it was only 5 songs, I think I turned Tiff and Mandy into Rachael lovers even more because, lets face it, there is nothing like live music and she just...kicks it. She was born to be live.

Ha, after the show, we went up to Rachael to talk to her/get autographs/pictures and I of course started schmoozing. Mandy was convinced Rachael would remember me and I said there was no way in Hell. (she didnt, but thats okay). Right off the bat she mentioned how she had seen me singing to everything and she was like "it was awesome, you knew it all". I mentioned how I had seen her three times before with Mandy and how when she does Elephants acapella there is nothing like it in the world. Then Tiff mentioned we went to see Sara and I was like "Oh, yeah, she was great. I told her she should work with Mandy. I figured she knows you and you know Mandy, so I think you should all three just get together and make a super hit. It would be too much talent for the world to handle, their heads would explode" and she just laughed and nodded and said I was probably right. And then I said it was cool how she thanked both Mandy and Sara on her album and shes like "well, yeah, they are so great, Ive known them for a while" and I was like "how can you not get inspiration from them, right?" and she was all nods and smiles. She was completely drunk, but thats our Rachy. We took a few pictures and she thanked us for coming and everything. Before we walked away I stepped up and shook her hand and was like "Enjoy the rest of the tour" and shes all "Thanks, girlfriend" winks at me, haha. She is so freaking sweet.

And now that Jason dude. He was like the master of ceremonies/guitarist for them all. I guess earlier in the day he had smashed his pinky in a door and was still in pain. He kept asking people for drugs, haha. Finally someone gave him some perciset (or however you spell it) and he was like, Hell yes. He was so sweet. In the middle of the two halves, he was like, lets do a group stretch! So he lead it and then he was like "Hug the person next to you" and then stepped to the edge of the stage and hugged Tiffany. Both Mandy and Tiff have a HUGE crush on him, haha. He has a girlfriend, though. He was talking to her when we ran into him outside and while he signed Tiffs paper, hes all "Say hi to my girlfriend!" so we were all "HI! Your boyfriend rocks" haha. He was really sweet.

Anyway, I think that about sums it up. It was an amazing show. I was literally 2 feet away from all performers. Like, had I reached out, I could have stroked all of their legs as they sang. I didnt want to be a creep, though. Lets hope Mandy never comes there....I may get arrested....
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[30 Oct 2008|06:55pm]
I can not WAIT for the dam political ads to be over. They just go to show how ugly this world really is, even down to the core of power in our country. UGH. Cant wait for them to go away for 4 years and by then, I hope Im either dead or deaf :]
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DONT MaKE FUN OF MY STuPID FACES IN EVERY PICTURE [29 Oct 2008|10:39pm]
Ok, I know youre dieing to hear about Sara and I promised lots of pictures, so....Let me just warn you now, I wasnt the one running the camera, my room mate was, so if they suck, lets kick her, mkay?

LMAO That is my car (the gold one on the right) with Saras tour bus. Hey, I figured my car deserved to meet a celebrity, too ;) Howie was happy to hang out with Saras bus all night

My roommate and I with the kick ass sign I made for her

why, yes, my head is the same height of her crotch, haha Dont ask me why my face always looks stupid in all pictures I do because I really just dont know

weeeee

Marc B-askfajsf-something. Cant say his last name. His shows was okay, he seemed a little too cocky for my liking.

RAINING JANE! They were pretty much awesome, I cant lie about that.

I forgot what she was singing. But she was clapping!

Teehee, shes so cute

Im not gonna lie, theres something about a girl and a guitar.

And I pause here to say that, for some reason, there are no pictures of her with her electric guitar. Yes, electic. I am not even going to pretend that I didnt have to hold myself back from jumping the rail and jumping her. Rockstar Sara is what wet dreams are made of.

Look at those legs. Not gonna lie, inner Cashy likes.

Clappy, clappy, clap, clap

She matches her guitar. Both shine, shine

Pwetty. Sigh.

Go girl! Gives me chills

And her water bottle!

After the show we went to the merch booth, where I spent all too much money....and we were talking withRaining Jane and they were the sweetest girls (ps, dont ask me why I look photoshopped in there. I swear I was there). The tall one was all about chatting. The little one with the dark long hair rules...Um, Mona Im pretty sure is her name...she was the funniest thing in the world. When she was onstage, shes all "were just a chick band trying to give you a boner" and so my roommate went up to her after and points to me and is all "That boner line totally worked" and Mona is all "I was trying to say the crowd was giving me a chick boner but it came out wrong and I was all what the fuck did I just say?" haha. She was hilarious. Me and the tall girl started talking about where I was from and Im all "Im originally from utah" and shes all "Oh, we love utah, weve played there a lot of times. Salt Lake, Ogden.." Im all "Im from ogden!" and shes all "really? its so pretty there. And we played in Logan and Provo" and Im all "have you ever played park city?" and shes all "No, but weve drank there once" and Im all "thats a good place to drink. thats where sundance is held, so if you land there in janurary, its a party all month long" haha. It was great. They were the sweetest girls and I loved their music. Im prety sure Id see them again in a heartbeat.

Alright, Ive saved the best for last, just so I could tell my all too colorful stories. I tend to have diarrhea of the mouth when I run into celebrities. I dont know why, but shit just falls out of my mouth so I tend to make an ass of myself, but what can I do? So we parked by the bus, like you saw, and we got out the sign and everything and were chilling out back by her bus, waiting. We knew she had to go in for sound check. About maybe a half hour later, if that, I saw feets coming from between the bus and the first person I saw was Chad and then I saw Sara. And I was all *squeak* Sara! And I gave her a wave and went over to her. She was reallllllly sweet. Shes all "You guys made me a sign?" I was all, "yeah and I got arthritis drawing it, but thats okay" And she just kinda half laughed and I was all "Im just kidding..." haha. And she was looking at it and was all "this is awesome, thank you guys. Awww, look you signed it on the back for me" And she was really excited about it. Then Chad is all "We have to go inside for sound check, but I get a picture of you all really quick if youd like" So, duh, we did. And Saras all "Here, lets hold the sign" so we held it up, took the picture and she was "thank you guys. Do I get to keep the sign?" And were all, of course! and she was all thank you, see you inside! and then disappeared. I was all...dies. It was awesome and she was so sweet. me and sara

Lets see...random notes from the show. She was adorable, haha. Before Many the Miles he was like "I know you guys can sing, I heard you do it on lovesong, so when I tell you, you guys are going to sing the chorus really loud. Lets lift the roof off this place and get sucked up by aliens! And then laughed and said "I hope that doesnt happen, that would suck"

During her encore, her piano was unplugged so when she went from her guitar to the piano, she couldnt play and she was all "Damn, they ruined my flow. I was trying to go for the dramatics. Were having technical difficulties. This had never happened before. I just lost my virginity to St Louis! I hope Im not pregnant with St Louis' baby! Wait...Im hope Im not pregnant with anyones baby" haha. and then shes all "This is why they dont give me the mic to talk with, I get what they call diarrhea of the mouth and say things that get me in trouble"

Ha, she always mentioned halloween and shes all "You guys, Im going to dress up as a bee and be Sara Bee!" and we all awww'ed and she was like "Hey! Its not aww!"

Annnnd thats all the details I can think of. Pretty much, and shes incredible live!
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[26 Oct 2008|05:15pm]
THIS is my nephew's halloween costume. Isnt that awesome? Haha. GOSH!
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[06 Oct 2008|02:40pm]
Guess what shirt janie owns!!! thats right, bitches. authentic and all that shit. Someone is colored happiest girl ever!
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[12 Sep 2008|12:14am]
Today I got a root canal from a nazi asian old lady. She was like....crazy. She was all strict about her ways and she was like going into army surgery. She was 'ail hitler' though not as scary. she didnt have a moustache. I dont think. Anyway. she was pretty fast though so that was nice. There was one point where she stood over me and was leaning across to grab a tool and her flappy, braless boobie was laying against my forehead. It was awesome....

Afterwards, i went home and took a nap. Once I woke up, I think I was far hyper for my own good. we went shopping to get a few things and we ended up buying foam swords for a buck. Thus was born the great tiffany/janie duels. We were dueling everywhere we went and we havent stopped yet. she will go down, though. Oh yes she will go down.

Janie hyper in public is always made for good times :]
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[04 Sep 2008|08:32pm]
I just wanted to put down my story about the BK condoms for memories.

I went to BK to get some food last night. I was at the window, waiting for the guy to come to the window when i turned to get some change out of my center console. Now, in my center console there are a lot of condoms and lubs, thanks to my brother and his pride/random parties at clubs. So, I have a lot of condoms. I already have the twenty in my hand, but as I dig, I get an idea. So, I sandwich the twenty between about six condoms, a little thing of lube, then I stick the pen and sucker in there for look. I turn and pretend Im still looking for the cash when the guy comes and askes for the money. I turn and say "sorry,its in here somewhere" and start plucking away condoms one by one to look for the twenty. I finally find it and hand it to him, going "sorry, it was burried" The guy was all "I was about to say, I didnt see any money, I saw a bunch of other things" and Im all "Sorry, party animal you know?" And shrugged, putting them back in the console. He kinda shrugged and was all "No I wouldnt know" And them Im all "Hey, at least Im safe, right?" and he said something about that not always being good or something and hes all "The safest sex is no sex" hahaha. Can you say virgin? Anyway, he was kinda flirtin with me and then was reading my shirt and hes all "whats it say?" and Im all "alcatraz psycho ward out patient" and hes all "I like it" and nods. THen asks me to pull forward so my food can cook. So I pull forward and me and tiffany are laughing hysterically. Finally he comes out and hands me my food. Hes all "Oh, crap, I forgot your sauce, Ill be right back" He said and went back in, coming back with a bag full of sauce and said have a good night. Dudes, he gave me 6 sauces. He was so trying to get in my pants, haha. It was hilarious, though. That story will be great to share with others for years to come :]
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[30 Aug 2008|10:15pm]
Again I find myself in that mood. The mood where everything bugs me and Im easily irritated. I think its because there are things going on that I really cant control. Like, I mean, when matt was mooching off me, at least I could yell at him and tell him no or to save his money or whatever. Or if I didnt want to go to work, I could call out or ask for the next day off and not have to worry about using my vacation time. But not now. And that bugs me. As much as I realize life is in control, I really stll just hate not being in control.

I got off early today from work, thank god. I was irritated, and I had fought with Mandy and, blah. I was just all.....doesnt care. I hated everything and everyone. I didnt want to be there, so when they offered it, I bounced like a ball on a court. He took a drive, cranked up some music, and just let myself calm down. I ended up driving to this place where you can take a hike. I got out, truth be told, to take a piss and ended up just walking. I was looking at the calm and quiet of the wilderness and listening to the sounds of the bugs and animals. And in this world where there are thousands of living things that dont even speak, I felt surrounded. I felt so small. Who am I to say I am better than anything? Who am I to think my problems are the most important. Here I was in the middle of their world and I felt so out of place, yet so calm. They dont care who I am. They dont want money. Their only wish is to not get stepped on as I walk by. And in that moment, I realized exactly how small we all are. But, its okay. As long as we take the time to remember that. Some of us could use a reminder like that sometimes. We get all swept away in the importance of ourselves I think we forget to...stop and smell the roses.

Now, I am no photographer, but I dud take a few pictures.

Yellow flowers. I dont know, I liked how they looked.

Weird tree. It was all cob webby and shit. It looked evil.

This is grasshopper. Hes the only one that didnt jump away when I got close enough to take a picture.

Holding the grasshopper. That little speck in my hand is the grasshopper. And yet, I still felt small.

Well, thats about it. I guess. I dont know. Just thought Id get it out of my head so I could maybe relax a little.

Peace.
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[25 Aug 2008|10:20pm]
I just stubbed my toe so hard that its already BLACK on the tip. I cant even feel the tip, its numb. I had to cry a little in the hallway.

lmao you ask me if Im alive, just so you know?
I dont answer
you come out of no where and tell me you wish you were laying in bed with me right then?
I dont answer
You tell me youre playing scrabble with your family?
Anyone see a trend here? I DONT ANSWER

I dont answer because I dont want you in my life. You wont bend or break. You wont open your eyes. you simply do not HEAR when I open my mouth. I was done before you even thought it was beginning. And then when you do something wrong, that pisses me off, you wont discuss it. "Were getting no where with this" you tell me, so you say you want to change the subject? Sure. Just like a channel, I flick past you and on to something else. Hmm, I wonder whats on MTV. The real world, maybe?

cant take a hint. thats whats wrong with this world.
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lmao a new beginning? [01 Aug 2008|02:50pm]
[ music | watching children of the corn ]

I have been reading through all of my old journal entires from the time I started journalling, 2003, to now. It took me like 4 days, but I read through them. Honestly, I had NO idea I had so much fucking teenaged angst. I whined about everything, I was sooooooooooooooo boy crazy. I was like so and so (?) from TGS. Im like 'Im in love with every boy!" And then there was Erica and mines fight that lasted MONTHS! And how that sucked mega hardcore. Haha I was pathetic! I whined because I was "alone" and no one liked me. Blah, blah, blah. Thats all I talked about up until March of 2004. I also talked about how I hated college, I loved my friends, and all the crazy shit I did. I updated nearly everyday.

And then, there was a huge gap between 2004 and 2005 when I was...preoccupied...and then all the entries were about life lessons and pain and blah blah. And then there was subway and how I had a mega crush on Ashlee and then...Daronda....haha. All the while, I was still kicking it with my kickass friends and being the idiots we are! And then it turned to most RP rants and work, work work up until I moved out to Missouri and GJ died and we all moved over here. And now all I post about are my adventures...but at least I have pictures?

I learned a few things. I have definitely grown up and my values and views on life arent so rainbows and butterflies. I do see a few on going themes in my life, but I have also seen changes in myself that I hadnt necessarily realized. Its funny to look back on and remember everything and see how far Ive come and how my priorities have changed.

Im going to *try* to update a few times a week with whats going on. Im boring and most of my life is spent at work or home, but I guess a few exciting things have happened? Im going to try. I guess I have a few things I could talk about and maybe typing them out will help me figure them out, too? If nothing else, I hope I start having cool dreams again so I can update with those!

For now, its my day off and Im going to.....sit here. Just like yesterday. Im lazy, but oh well. At least THAT doesnt change! Oh and Tiff is coming tomorrow! YAY!

Oh and still waiting to hear from the mandy that stole my personal picture for an icon! I mean, its MY personal picture. Mine. Im the one in the picture, I was the one there. I didnt publish it. Its just weird to see it and not expect it. If you can ask, thatd be awesome. No need to just....steal, especally because its ONLY in my personal journal and myspace. :/

Jnizzle

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[04 Jul 2008|08:51am]
"MANDY CALLED 'TOXIC': While alt-country rocker Ryan Adams put a good spin on his breakup with Mandy Moore, there's actually much more to it.

Adams told OK! magazine, "Unfortunately I am allergic to paparazzi and have found the best antidote to that sort of nonsense is staying behind the guitar and typewriter, staying close to my support group of friends and band mates and not engaging in activities that prevent me from taking care of myself or others."

Contrary to Adams' claim the couple's split after a six-month romance was totally amicable, that's supposedly far from the truth. Adams reportedly thinks Moore's obsession with the press and need for constant attention is "very toxic" -- which led directly to their breakup.

Recently, I ran into a close associate of another ex-Moore boyfriend: Andy Roddick. He said the tennis champ -- very comfortable with the press himself -- also was put off by Moore's incessant need to always be in the spotlight.

• Along with Adams and Roddick, Moore previously has been linked to "Scrubs" star and Northwestern grad Zach Braff, spinmeister DJ AM and actor and singer Greg Laswell."



LMAOOOOOO. Are you KIDDING ME? She is a media whore!? akdfjds AHAHAHAHA. Oh, please, please, lets take a look back at the crazy, insane, whacky ways Mandy has tried to get attention from the media, shall we!?

She has:

Been spotted getting out of a car without undies
Let her nipple "slip" on the red carpet.
Told Photographers to fuck off
Flipped photographers off
Fought with photographers
Made a sex tape and, oops, it leaked.
Shaved her head
Stabbed a car with an umbrella.

Been polite and let photographers do their job while simply and quietly slipping in or out of wherever she was going.

Oh, yeah, totally. She CRAVES the attention. How can I look up to someone like that!?
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[02 Jul 2008|10:13pm]
This pretty much made my day. Its so bad that I celebrate things like this, I know, but...I cant help it. She needs someone DECENT that doesnt look smelly and make me wanna puke.

Hes such a pussy, cry baby, shit head, by the way. "I just want a normal life" wahhhhhhhh. Dont be a fucking FAMOUS person then, fucktard. Its going to put you in the spotlight reguardless of what you do, idiot. God. I swear, he took the pussies way out and blamed "the media" but, whatever. At.least.he.is.gone.
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[30 May 2008|02:05am]
So...it was Susans birthday last night. Nothing TOO spectacular really happend, but we took HELLA pictures and I thought Id share with you!

Heavy pictures, again )

Thats about it. There really arent any funny stories, but funny pictures. It was a good time. Susan looked cute, everyone but me was trashed. good times. And I didnt realize the last three were so huge....oh well, its late and I dont wanna shrink them so deal with it
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[29 May 2008|01:48am]
God. I just can't win. I feel like no matter what I do, I disappoint someone. So...I totally forgot until this morning it was my friend Susans birthday and we were going to the bar after work. So...I told people I'd be around tonight, last night, because I forgot. My bad. Sorry, Tiff...Sorry whoever my Mandy writer is. I forgot I had a birthday tonight. Not like I think youre mad...but you know...my bad. I didn't mean to ditch yall. I'm sure Krissy was wondering where I was, if she made it to the computer, and now Mandy is just like...pulling her stuff. So...if I go out, I disappint you all. If I stay in, my friends here don't think I like them. I don't know, I feel so stuck. Its not like I go out a lot.

And this is one of the reasons I don't date. I'd have to ignore people, or spend less time with them, when I got a 'special someone' and I just don't want to risk the jealous...

Sigh. This, too, shall pass. Thank God I'm off tomorrow.
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[23 May 2008|09:58pm]
We went to the zoo today!

Picture heavy. Beware dial-uppers )

And that was my day. My feet hurt, but thats okay. At least I had fun. Back to work tomorrow :/
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[12 Apr 2008|10:09pm]
I WAS ON DAVIS CUP WEBSITE!!!
Look for the little white arrow )
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